why hello there
i really really wanna die but here's a note just in case i dont: sorry if i caused you trauma you literally have every right to do something about it please i begging you please
i dont care if im overreacting im actually at my limit ive been pondering for months my reason to live and if its worth it to carry on and ive come to many many conclusions. its all a lie its all a goddamn lie im living in a simulation and im gonna get the fuck out of it nothing is real . the walls the windows the people theyre all fucking FAKE. i cant take any fucking more and i dont wanna be in a mental hospital not only because of past trauma but because i would still be ALIVE. i might sound like im just being suicidal and saying "oh i wanna die and shit" but you dont get it ive thought this fucking shit out and fucking dying is the only goddamn way out.
to everyone who's given me at least a little hope in this world, you are forgiven, heres hoping that you are not forgotten.
sincerely, a forgetful face.